Well, I've just now learned the value of friendship. The important thing to me, personally, is not how strong or powerful or lasting a relationship is - but really a hedonistic response to how good they felt. I cannot worry about the future anymore, I feel society has taken a strange turn and I am on the brinks. Looking in, called a "freak" by some, even "weird". Making this strange off colour world isn't right.

I met a cool person today. But I think it was nothing, which is kind of sad because I feel like the guy from eternal sunshine... where he says he falls in love with every girl who pays attention to him. Yeah, I'm him.

Maybe it works out :)