University Round 2

So, it's been about 5 weeks since I began this party of fun. It's been alot different, thats for damn sure. I'm living on my own, in a house, paying bills (somewhat), and commuting to and from school. May seem like nothing to most people, but its been quite a change for me. School wise, it has been a bit dry, but I'm not slipping into the cracks of failure (yet)!

I've met people, lost touch with people, liked people, hated people. It's been a rollercoaster ride on my emotions like no other. If I had my way things would be different, but I've come to realize (after much advice from drunken middle-aged fools) that you can't depend on people - and it's a harsh reality that I still can't grasp. People are good for one thing though, being in a certain place, at a certain time to teach you something that only they can. Even if its the same advice that the other person gave you, its advice from their unique experience, and should be valued.

There's so many people I miss that I'll never see or talk to again, and it depresses the love out of me. But coming to grips with this is easy if one understands the cyclical nature of people - they come and go. How cliched is that?

So yeah, if anyone out there met me once, and wants to renew that "friendship", dont hesitate to leave your contact information. I'm lonely, interesting, and waiting for some real damn people to talk to.

Now I'm sounding desperate, oh well. Cheers on this fine Oktoberfest evening.